Was i only air to you A passing faze gone like the wind I Loved you... I loved you And you don't care You left me. And i vanished like the wind
air.
Author: keepsake7
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Date: 06/04/2020
№ 1208529
The condition of air
Very early one morning, a humble tapping came from outside my door Beyond my warm blankets I felt the chill of an early November dawn The light crept into my eastward window, a majestic purple piercing the numb air Senses and perception began to whir awake as I stumbled off the futon, My stone-white toes creaked the floor, the hairs on my legs having enjoyed The lavish of an heirloom blanket, they now stand rigid at stalemate with the air Again, soft and civilized raps tickled my ears. Tap Tap Tap Tap Tap My vacant and quiet atmosphere sprung to life with regard to this unforseen event, And I revel that this concourse of one will occupy the space so far I've used for stale air It's cold outside and I've lingered more than I wish I had The woulds and coulds keep me feverish like a broken watch on display In pulling towards me, the bite of winter nipped at me in a gust of air I opened the door to a familiar force which stained my skin and seared my eyes Preconceived notions, banalities, and stunting cynicisms in my head Are pushed away for relief, a clasping repose that teetered by the lifeless air Grown cold, those bellows breathed again, this furnace spoke in laughter, It really was an ageless moment where no leaf fell as the wind roared, And that familiar smell blanketed me, restoring my faith in the purple pastel air
You breathed. The Sun wiggled a little. You moved. There was a wobble In the path of the Moon. You smiled. My gravity shifted. You looked at me. Einstein held his breath... The Spheres paused, waiting... Eternity went to lunch... Waiting... Until you breathed and smiled at me again. I took in a small moment of air. Life.
Do we breathe the same air twice? Do we breathe the same carbon dioxide back into our lungs, and do our lungs hate the air and that's why we exhale? When people tell us the inhale the future, and exhale the past, wouldn't we just inhale the past again? Is this why it's so hard for me to get over you? Am I the lungs running away from how I feel for you? Because I ran towards the past once. Today, actually. I feel worse. I feel like all I am breathing is carbon dioxide. And it's killing me. I love you, but you kill me.