The softest parts of you Bend in the air Of eyes and feather like bones The closed (open) mouth syndrome That penetrates the disconnected sounds of worlds Thrown at each other in the dark A kind hew of melancholy that surrounds you As I am numb everywhere That you have touched and the long withering hand That reaches out to me no longer shows the details of Lost nights that glistened against your face And your twisted alphabet is now left To burn on the embers of faded ghost memories
Peppermint creme-filled fingers Dabble nothing; Sleep through alarms and dislocated anger sockets Every morning. And there are flyers littering my floor Speaking truths I never wanted And never knew Through band names shock factoring Their ardent prisons. Attention is a world currency, Just like sex, Just like symmetry, And the plates shift While my plates sit In the aluminum sink In my kitchen.
Did the effort ever hurt you? Your fight for me; It's like a second winter. You only kill me with soft things. You only kill me when you laugh and smile. I hope all the flowers That find your hands May die. I hope to be Where the angels are. God is dead, And take me with you. Like second winter. Like being dead already. Like the beginning of the end. You only kill me With soft things.
Cold cylinder cradled back and forth, Bubbles occasionally rise for release. Sipping silently questioning my feet And how they feel on hard concrete. What I found was what I thought I knew... I knew nothing of the sort. Then and now I'd move my mouth; Motions all at once violent and hollow.
aluminum.
Author: Allan E Bartlett
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Date: 14/06/2019
№ 749112
Burning aluminum pillows
I swallowed the Bathroom mirror whole Threw an entire bag Of lemon drops Into the highway and Danced on someone else's grave In a failed attempt at Self-acceptance.
It's hard To shatter the Saccharine sweet Taste of personal hate Sticking to my hands Like half melted wax.
I've almost Given myself permission To fail But not yet.
Hasn't it been Stovetop memories A couple haircuts And one hell of a year?
Scratch the back of my Neck In a halfhearted attempt To forget And i'll take up burning Aluminum pillows Like i took up Loving myself.