Like a thousand flashlights In front of my eyes Your smile shines through these cold nights I can hear my soul cries...
Feeling you so close And still too far away Tears me up inside, I wish I could make you stay.
Everything I do it's just not good enough, That's the serious reason for tears, But despite that you see me laugh, And in that way I could laugh for many years.
Wherever you go, My kindness will follow To bring care and joy, And take away your sorrow...
I've got nothing else to give Without jeopardy to reveal This secret locked in me This scary love that I feel...
I hope life treats you good, I hope life treats you well. I hold onto the times; When there was nothing between you and I. I hold onto the lies that I tell myself just to get by. I sat there hoping, Waiting for something, But it just sat there motionless. I knew it was over. I really wanted too much, And now I have nothing. I hope life treats you good, I hope life treats you kind. I put the images of you into the back of my mind. I try to be good like the old me would, I try to laugh just when I think I should. I hope you're okay; I hope you're alright. Cause I'm falling apart, And I don't want you to notice.
After a tiny nap I woke up, And gave the curtain drapes a push-up, Just to witness how they were torn-up.
I had no clue on who did it, I doubted my brother cutting it a bit Thinking it is a chit!
Then I had to spare him, Because he was at the gym. And then I saw my window open to view, And suspected the squirrel anew.
Thus came the huge conspirator, The squrriel, the top operator Who tore my curtain drapes Thinking they were edibles!
And now, I here my mother call, Who is going to enter my room, so tall, I don't know how I am going to tell her all, For the squirrel tore my curtain; though small Now I need to manage the brawl.
We know we're broken Shattered in tiny pieces But you also know that I want to steal you & All your pieces & Make you feel Whole Because if you don't feel that way Be aware that's how i feel Around you Even if my tiny shattered pieces Are way too lost Into the space Or in someone else's life Or in someone else's heart Or maybe even inside Myself But i can't be so sure about that Because even if i was What excuse would i have To say That i'm no longer & May never be able to see That human being Who i'm supposed to be?
