Theres never the right words to describe feeling like I feel, even if the right words existed they would fail to properly define how scared I am for myself and my actions and the results that these poor bastards who love me will have to go through. The very awareness of my intelligence and my unbelievable fortune are for some reason both my only blessing and ultimate demise because the luckiest man in the world is never content. Im sick inside, im sure im dying. Why cant I just start over, I know id do it the same, only maybe id see it earlier, maybe I could spare her the pain she doesn't yet know is coming.
brain.
Author: Brett Berger
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Date: 06/04/2020
№ 1208819
Dear Heart and Brain,
Dear heart and brain,
I owe you an apology, Heart And I owe you, Brain, one two You told me not to trust anymore But just what did I do?
I ignored your precautions Though listening was best I didn't realize this until The pain settled in my chest
Oh, I was so foolish To think that things had changed The same events occurred again But names were rearranged
I told somebody my whole heart They swore it to themselves But just like all the others did They found someone to tell
Just as I had turned my back The facade slipped their face My trust has crumbled to a dust While heartbreak filled it's place
Now I promise, heart and brain I will trust no more Without anyone to tell my heart My chest won't be so sore.
I wrote this letter sincerely And I've enclosed my heart Please take it, Brain, and hold it tight It can't afford to lose more parts.
I forgot how to write But there's revelry in spite of me Sounds and words inside of me Semantics trapping happily Sentiments tapping rapidly On the inside of my skull
Slowly i am lulled Inevitably pulled Suffocated slow By lies as cold as snow Piled up in banks As high as memories Of sour smokes And trusted snakes Of shattered hopes And forlorn aches Wounds i forced forgotten for ages Creaking out of their cast iron cages Locked no more, instead released From tired hopes for truth And worn out wakes for peace
Over the candles, Across the white cloth'd table I sip coffee as i stare them in the face With a soft glance, I slip into a subtle trance- Empty space on which to paint The blackboard of my brain.
Dear Principal brain dead With a hollowed out head! With tears coming home more often than not! Your lame dead brain dead excuse to not move my daughter to a Gentle spoken teacher rather than always ready with attack mode 0n teacher!
Dearest Brain deadest one Unfortunately this is you principal Valentine!!! With rage my volcanic anger stirs the teachers cauldron; Most likely she hates us by now but I haven't anything to lose I have to remove her yet another year cause last year you Chose to turn off your F'ing listening ears!!!
Dearest Brainless heartless Principal of Errol Hassell Back up your staff 110% don't give in or buckle for last year I gave them the stiff shoulder and now a 2nd time so lets see Just how far they will go this time around? Well Brainless itch You can bet we are not threw, still at work behind the scenes to get her out from under your reigns but your blocking it which I think is insane.
But not a shocker being you love to lie and state one liners to shut a parent down But what you don't realize I am not the stoppin ' Kind; So go inside your so called school and run it like the cavalier fool that you have become over time letting down children repeatedly, Who is clearly having personality clashes with the teacher and it is absurd the words you spoke to us saying Kids talk and this and that for being the reason you will not just simply move her to the teacher~> > > >
We know she is comfortable with & this is not a matter of Hide the crime don't do the time!!! This is a real legit matter! So take your falseness and leave us alone, Help us to leave it as well, Give us a push to get out of your hair but the truth is you don't want to have to supply a reason so local schools ban together to protect thee other so your @$$3$ are what matters most for you not risking your job for just another parent, Just another Student!!!
Brain Dead Fool of a Principal who has zero! She is cool calm an collected while destroying your hope For your child's safety and this is no Joke.
So when a fellow teachers who reply or people who love family or friend who are teachers too or they once had please take a step back and a try a realistic approach to thinking while reading my words as the reality of this grows & that there are Cruel teachers that live inside schools some young some old and weathered all they know now to do is Scold Scold Scold!!! Be gone with you little annoying student of mine' because I am angry at the whole class I will choose to pick on you this time! You have study hall for the millionth time!!!
Holding power whether for good reason or Just to be a b*ch to a kid to pay them back for what they did or didn't do! This school sickens me also allowing kids to label themselves a pack of 4 boys Who go by "The smarties" for me this is repulsive to ignore causing in others a feeling of Less especially since the teacher gives them most of classtime privilege's and lets them boss the students around on what to do or simply they say to others " Your not a Smartie!!! " already started age 9 is all such a vulnerable age and being let down by adult authoritative figure and choosing not to protect and be wise to show my girl she is cared about and not denied of her experiences? ??! ! !
Is this not enough for you to have instilled inferior fear inside my daughter? Cant you see you failed her and now she feels scared and weary of adults Not trusting and this is because of you Dearest Brain Dead Principal.
