Prodigious was the time we had Wasted as it may have been Not filled with meaningless actions But not an unappreciated gift The loss was sudden The pain swift A return unseen at present An apology whispered in the dark Never to be heard by him Loyalty unbroken But spirit beyond repair A final plea for a friend returned Unanswered to my despair
broken.
Author: Rachel Rogers
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Date: 06/04/2020
№ 1209469
A Broken Heart
Thy hearts broken Like a glass when it breaks It breaks into manny pieces In a glass, some slivers are too tiny Some get lost, never the same again Thy heart never heals back the same The heart ceases to function as before The glass leaks out The heart bleeds outs A heart is shattered
Somewhere in the world a young girl sits with her headphones in and music blaring strikingly loud Listen delicately and you'll hear the pain in the words from a writer who is proud to share their work to an entire crowd A writer who's Words are so well spoken... They give you the blues She feels so broken From glass which has shattered And left her with cuts and bruises Everyone she loves she loses So much so that all she can do is Sit there and do what she always does She abuses herself Now a boy comes by with a bright smile And a brand new toon and he says The words she's always needed to hear He says it without any sort of fear Because he has no fear He says it so clear It brings a tear to his own eye Hello there, my dear, What'r ya listen' to? Come on, don't be shy The girl looks up with her shattered eyes And broken heart and says what she has trained herself to, ВЂњNothing new”. He takes off his hood And he spoke as he stood Just as any strong person would Nothing that's good Nothing that will help you in the way everything should. Let me save you I could help you get through The pain that you're going through Let me help you see the world in a new hue Do you know who Who what? Who you are. Strive to be the best version of you Try to be entirely true True to... ? True to yourself Make is so they rue the day they ever tried to Stop you or hurt you But, that's what they do... what's the point? Because darling that's how you do it You show them the day where Despite all the broken glass And sass You flew Don't do this It won't help you through Fight like the warrior I know you can be Be free Despite the cuts on your face And the glass stuck to your knee Free like the waves at sea Free like the wind that creates those waves And flies for miles and brings new smiles And entwines itself perfectly into the branches of the old oak tree The same wind that helps the leaves fall from that tree Helps the leaves be free And the tree is lifted from its year-long burden Like wind, help liberate everyone and every thing And be what they're supposed to be The wind that blows unrelentingly And apologetically With continuous glee Show them that you are the key Because we're all the key To someone's locked door Because everyone keeps something hidden Inside their house or their room or a glass box Everyone has something that they lock away And houses have windows People like to break windows Like they break your spirit Don't let them Some might throw rocks in at the windows To create more shattered glass and sad eyes Because windows are the houses eyes Some might sneak their way in When you forget to close the window you left open Because you wanted to feel the wind on your skin But they aren't welcomed so break-ins don't count Be the person who stops those break ins Remember, you are a house and though your windows may be broken You're still standing strong Your bones are keeping you upright And your foundation--your faith-- it remains And take in all of your own glory Because darling you are glorious Honestly miss, Its ludicrous How gorgeous you are And how you don't see it How don't you see it? It's really a pity That you're so pretty Especially with those shattered eyes Eyes that have seen so many lies Eyes that just want to hide Please don't hide from me. You don't see that you're New York City You never sleep There's never a moment where you don't make a peep Some think you're a bit of a creep (you're not) But in the end you make everyone feel welcomed But you yourself don't feel welcomed Why don't you feel welcomed Who told you that your body was a toy or a tool They were a fool No, they weren't cool Darling, show them you rule You wish your body was clay That way you could shape yourself into whatever they want to You could do whatever they say But darling I pray That someday You'll show everyone just how much You slay Slay, girl. You're a fighter. The girl smiles in a new, healed sort of way In a way you can't help but to hope will always stay Kind of like how you hope the new puppy doesn't stray Although sometimes it does On occasion, puppies run away But, hey, that's okay Because you have to have the courage to run after it And search it out Sometimes it's hard But you can't pout Happiness is worth it Never underestimate the power of positivity But also never underestimate the power of negativity Both can consume you If you let it And never, don't you ever, underestimate the things you say They count they matter and hey Often, they can save the day Go save someone's day.
Some people say ВЂЁThat you need to be fixed
 But I like it 
 Just the way you are
 When you fall apart
 My broken girl 
 With a broken heart
 You're just as beautiful ВЂЁIn your ache
 As when you pretend
 To not be awake
 When we're in our bed
 Wrapped in sheets so tight
 And my arm drifts
 Over you to pull you closer
 And I whisper words
 You long to hear 
 And words I've longed to say
 You'll always be my favorite heartache
 My perfectly broken girl
 With a broken heart
I need a hand to touch me To shatter all my bones And show me I'm still living Fragile, frigid, locked in stone All I was or what I was meant to be Was petrified into irrelevancy.
I need a chisel to strike And change my fate And open up my soul To let out the mistakes I need someone stronger to open my eyes Only then can I start to rewind
I need the cracks to form Around my body's edges Then I'll be free To tackle my own ledges Make choice for myself and me alone I wanna be more than a standing stone.
And I'm ready now to break myself in And I'm steady now to stretch my new skin Still I'm blacking out, the air's growing thin But I'm just ready to be broken.
My hearts beating, With each pulse I feel a strengthening, Then a weakness. I'm on the stage, Ready to give way to the words waiting to flow from my mouth. My breath is stuck. My eyes are watering as the light hits my face. Why when every voice was screaming for me, I pushed them aside? The waking becomes cold when ones alone. What happened to the flame that made me worthy? The seductive breathe of my mistakes took its toll. ВЂњTake a look. ” I sputter I will soak in all the spent emotion. Take it back from those who never knew me. I will tear away all the strings I left behind. I can reach, Rip apart all those knots I never meant to tie. ВЂњTake the words, Take the thoughts, Take the life from me. ” I can feel the after taste of the words now spoken. The free flowing anger, Coursing through a body, To small to hold it. These short breathes won't save me. So why do they come when I'm afraid? ВЂњstare at the person, Who hide the truth. ” I say with fear plainly written on my face. Each syllable is a breath. I can't stop now. ВЂњhundreds of people walk past, Each one more oblivious then the last. ” One tear slides down the contours of my cheek as I look out at the people watching me. Not one has known. Yet me? I have always noticed. ВЂњDon't utter a word. I've been listening for too long. ” my voice cracks. The faces are spinning... ВЂњsee me. Feel me. Be me, for a while. ” The lights are dimming. I can't see the faces anymore. ВЂњMaybe then your judgments will end. ” And when everything goes dark, I'll still be here. Lying on a stage, I was never meant to be on.
