One weekend I met with a camel Who believed that he wasn't a mammal I tried setting him right But we got in a fight Which resulted in chipped tooth enamel
Sometimes demands add up And the straw can break the Camels back
'its all a state of mind', its said
But a Camels back has its limit.
camels.
Author: nivek
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Date: 18/12/2019
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I sold my soul to the devil for a pack of Camels
It was a lonely night East grace street Richmond's art district On the border of Jackson's Ward My side of the city More bums than students Right by the transvestite bar I met a fellow, Strange in appearance And mannerisms Black dress shirt Black slacks Black shoes Black hair slicked over a waxy skull 'scuse me sir Ya gotta smoke No man, I'm all out All tapped out for cash Wanna strike a bargain This roadside stranger The hour was wee Cracked a cracked teeth smile I knew I should deny But still... What're your terms Use your wrists Veins Fingers Mouth Mind Heart Promote me Tell the people I'm still sittin' here on the side of the road with a sign askin forra smoke I nodded Vocabulary voraciously stolen by the non vox populi He gave me a pack of filters I lit up Eyes dancing, lost in the cherry's afterglow And I felt it gone Empty Dangerous Erratic I sold my soul that night And I don't feel like looking for it
I am looking at pictures of Camels in Afghanistan, And do but wonder if I can survive for three days under a raging sun Not until my fluids evaporate quicker than I Incernerate With the cold nights solidifying the particles i lost while trying to love a Lavishing Maiden, Again, I daydream of her sometimes as she still gives me hope that one day I will walk on the Sun But without her, my dream might be achieved by the Camels in Afghanistan
Her boyfriend takes really good care of her, I must be trapped in a dimension filled with demons that keep telling me to ruin their relation. But then again, I look at the pictures of the Camels in Afghanistan And see myself as a Camel bottling up the Sun I may have an ugly face that nobody wants to look at! but I am sure glad I made it this far! I survived three days in a raging Sun without ever thinking of her!
January 19th: The plaid sheets that used to be home to all of our memories, is now stained with my tears. I want you to know that you're still there and that your hoodie is still sitting in the back of my closet, its scent strong enough for me to smell the memories of those winter nights. Your half-empty box of Camels is tucked away in the opening under my floorboards. I always thought that would be what would've killed you, not that damn car.
Those things ‘ill kill you. ” I would always say.
If these things are the one to kill me, I guess we weren't together long enough for you to do it. ” You would always reply, with that quirky smirk of yours.
These are the conversations that I miss the most. Sitting on those sheets and pretending you're right there is how I spend my days. They said that we were young and stupid and didn't know anything about love. That we wouldn't even remember each other's names come next year. I miss you, God I miss you and I just wish you would come home to where you belong, with me.
Jess
January 22nd: It's 11: 27 pm and I'm sitting on your grave. I have permanent tearstains on my face I can't stop crying. Stupid you and your stupid grin that I fell in love with in the first place. Stupid you and your stupid scar above your right eyebrow that you got when you fell off of your bike as a kid. Stupid you. I love you. Can't you see that? I'm right here, and I love you and want you here with me.
Jess
camels.
Author: Lundyn Claire
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Date: 29/04/2019
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Wishing for Camels
Bride of the desert The indomitable town Solomon's Kingdom
Lost in history, I wander through a city that was fortified by King Solomon, raided by Mark Antony and ruled by Queen Zenobia who made it the capital of an empire, only to be captured herself and paraded through Rome in gold chains.
Civilisation upon civilisation are entombed within Tadmur; in a huge plain of carved stone blocks, massive columns arched in rows or standing alone, a Romanesque theatre, senate and baths, dominated by a great temple whose origin dates back four thousand years.
Due to a clever mistranslation from Arabic by the euro-centric traveller who ‘discovered' Palmyra, the city also has a modern name.
Here for millennia, a tribe of Bedu have camped within the folds of these desert steppes and blackened Tadmur's ruins with their camp fires, to trade camels or herd goats and sheep. Walking the divide between city, desert and the more fertile steppes, I search for their surviving descendants and find a black woven goat's hair tent with its edges raised to capture a cooling breeze.
Hamed and his sons, huge and wary of foreigners, welcome me to sit within on carpets and then graciously serve dates with innumerable small glasses of tea. I indicate ‘enough' in the traditional manner by rolling my right hand and the empty glass. Hamed continues to voice his concerns about the lack of feed for their sheep and the prices achieved at market. I readily succumb to several small cups of greenish Arabic coffee, before being allowed to take my leave.
For millennia the wealth of this city was based on tariffs levied on goods flowing out of the desert aboard swaying camel caravans. Today, these once proudly fierce tribal Bedu no longer breed, train or ride camels.
The Bedu greatly prize their reputation and the respect of their peers. Their traditions are the foundation of these small tribal communities and may predate Islam; a life now undermined by borders, nationalism, government settlement plans, conscription, war, television and tourism. *+ + + + +
Black torn empty shells Swept by Mount Lebanon's shade Cannabis Valley
As I recall a haiku of ‘images' of my very first journey to Damascus, from war-torn Beirut through the lushness of the Bekaa;
In the here and now A dark suit and Mercedes Cross the Euphrates
Defence Minister, Rifaat al-Assad is in town with his fifty thousand strong Defence Companies, complete with tanks, planes and helicopters. A coup d'otat is in progress to assure Rifaat's succession to the Presidency of his older brother Hafiz al-Assad, now recovering from a heart attack.
Last year, Rifaat massacred some forty thousand Syrian citizens when he ordered the shelling of the city of Hama. Nobody in Damascus will be underestimating him.
All political and military power is in the hands of the al-Assads and key generals, who command the military and police. The majority of whom are of the Alawite minority Muslim faith from the rural districts near Latakia in the North. Before their revolution, governments came and went in weeks.
My friend Elias is allied to Rifaat's cause, by simply doing business with the son. Now he and his family share the risks and dangers of this coup failing and stand to lose a fortune. Monies paid locally in Syrian pounds for goods delivered to government agencies.
Elias's connection with Rifaat and Latakia, as well as his confident presence, humour and love of life, still allows us easy access to the Generals' Club. Sadly, there is to be no table and floorshow, but a closed meeting with two senior Generals, where we learn that Hafiz has recovered enough to take charge and is now locked in discussions with his younger brother.
The decision is therefore made for us. We say our goodbyes and drive to Latakia.
On Sunday Elias meets his brothers, then with his family, we visit his parents small holding and enjoy a meal together. A wonderful fresh mezza that includes my favourite, courgettes stuffed with ground lamb and rice, in a yogurt sauce. Syrian food is amazingly healthy and my cuisine of choice.
It is a cloudless Monday morning, as I, Elias, his wife and children drive into the docks to board an old 46 foot motor cruiser. Huge cases are stowed as I make my inspection, then start the twin diesels and switch on the over-the-horizon radar. Our early departure is critical. We cast off and the Mate steers for the harbour entrance below the cliffs that guard it. As the Mediterranean lifts our bow in greeting, the disembodied voice of the Harbour Master tells us to return as we do not have permission to sail.
Ignoring the order, I increase our speed through the short choppy surf. We are sailing under the Greek Cypriot flag and in an hour I hope to be out of territorial waters. At 14 knots we are a slow target.
Fifteen nautical miles from the coast of Syria, I leave the mate to follow a bearing for Larnaca. Elias has opened a bottle of Black Label. I quaff a glassful.
Later noticing a noisy vibration and diagnosing a bent prop shaft, I shut down the starboard engine. Our speed is now a steady 8 knots, so I decide on a new heading to discern more quickly the shadow of the Cypriot coastline on the radar screen.
Midway, the mate and Elias begin babbling about a small vessel ahead and four separate armoured boxes encircling it. Ugly Israeli high speed gun boats or worse, Lebanese pirates. Should they board us and find stowed riches, we will be killed.
Leaving the Mate to maintain our course, I go on deck to play the ‘European Owner'. The vessel they have trapped is long and lean with three tall outboard motors but no crew are in sight. Leaving them astern, our choice of vessel now fully exonerated, I and Elias throw another whisky ‘down the hatch'.
With us holding the correct bearing, I ask Elias to wake me as soon as we near Cyprus. Feeling utterly exhausted I collapse into a bunk.
I wake unbidden, to find the Mate steering for the harbour entrance. Shouldering him aside, I spin the wheel to bring the vessel about. Shaking, I ask them why there are minarets on the ‘church' and did they not notice our being observed from the top of the harbour's hillock, below which a fast patrol boat is anchored? The Mate sprints to the Greek Cypriot flag and is hugging it to his chest; Elias wisely prays.
I command the wheel as we motor directly away from the port of Famagusta and Turkish held Northern Cyprus. We later change bearing and pass tourist beaches, it is night fall before we moor-up in Larnaca. + + + + +
Later that same year I am called to a last urgent meeting in Cyprus with Elias. He calmly tells me that he will be arrested when he rejoins his family, who have returned to Syria. Elias asks me to take full control of his Cypriot Businesses, then returns home and ‘disappears' with his brothers. + + + + +
Since sacking the two Arab General Managers when they tried to get control of the bank accounts, it has taken more than six months to locate the prison holding all the brothers. We obtain the release of all except Elias, who has been tortured. We then ‘purchase' him the exclusive use of the Prison Governor's quarters and twenty four hour access for Elias's family, nurses and doctors. + + + + +
Over the last two years, I have honoured my promises and expanded trade as far as Pakistan. Elias is still imprisoned. *+ + + + +
