An empathy face Comes into focus out of the grey rain With her own set of capitulations to the greater good With her own price paid for the comforts cold and thin An empathy face alabaster finely carved With tears in stark contrast to the brightness in her eye Comes into slow resolution out of the grey grainy surface of the rain With its harsh aspects felt like nails slowly driven Her thin red lips and blue shadow Her divine voice as she talks to some side person Her eyes never leaving yours She is drinking you With a deserts worth of thirsts
Graceful she flows across the tiled floor Like she was born to such places Like she was born to glide where all others had crawled But when she reaches you puts her hand to your arm Her fingers trembling her breaths short and swift her face flush She pauses and lifts her head and plunges her soul into your eyes With breathtaking abandon like an orgasm Her black sweater with a golden bird stitched into Her bracelet silver and bejewelled Her perfections catalogue in your mind in that momentary glimpse of heavens unattained That she breaths in deep Drawing breath and strength Before she opens her song Before she cries out in such sweet tongue At the bitter night
An empathy face With her own set of capitulations to the greater good With her own price paid for the comforts cold and thin And i cry with and for her As she cries with and for me An empathy face In the grey rain
We will measure the oil slick skyline in miles per hour, asking ourselves how often the Eiffel tower is lonely. Crumbling bits of long-boned light between our fingers, Together, we are the euthanasia of elegance. Half past fifteen and I drive like an arrhythmia, the universe has been promised to my palms, it should have been you, it should have been you, a secondhand hurricane halved, but maybe my skin is always overcast. You are a constellation's carcass, flaying open a second subconscious. There is a certain rhythm to misremembering, but you always come to me clutching at the colors. You are an estuary, stumbling, gracelessly slung into stillness, embalmed by the opacity of your own hands, yet you listen and understand and agree that grass is the incessant stole of decay, that someone has indeed replaced our vertebrae with tusks of summer, an illicit version of lunar lethargy, And ten years from now we'll still be cerebral as stars, drinking cold coffee and crying under the sink, keening amongst the early morning wreckage, the vernacular of Vesuvius.
I woke up And things were colourful, The blanket was warm with my body heat And that proved my existence So I stayed in bed Just a little while longer Before standing up And beginning the drift of day, Cold feet But I'm doing this anyway
I stepped in And the water was inches below scalding, The tiles were perspiring And I closed my eyes Shrinking, folding Back into my mind Just a little while longer Before stepping out And beginning the ritual of Sunday Cold feet, Wet hair assuming responsibility For the chill around my neck; Unsure But I'm doing this anyway
I woke up Dead or alive Determined Cold feet But I'm doing this anyway
It felt like I was walkin swift, Out in snowy drift My thumb stickin out, Just lookin for a lift and I'm going on and on Along this icy road, where Nobody should be driving and There's not a single flower thriving, Just a sorry soul stuck diving Into vacuous space, with A deadpan face an Intricate lace, and a Now unhurried pace Shuffle shuffle Thumb down
A single thread, Black thin and bare Floating adrift, In starlit air Unattached
A single layer, Not enough
Cold pink hands In bottomless pockets, Filled with keys to lost lockets With tick tocks and tickets, bits of Tobacco, and crumpled up paper
So lift yourself to lift the veil, But lift yourself to no avail, and It's no matter if you succeed or fail
It's a silly serpent biting it's own tail. It has no need for anything else.
BE AWARE OF THE COLD, ESPECIALLY, TO YOUR FEET. YOU CAN FIND THEM FREEZING, UNABLE TO WALK A BEAT. BE AWARE OF THE COLD, ESPECIALLY, TO YOUR HANDS. THEY CAN FEEL LIKE POP SICKLES, AND ROUGH AS SAND. BE AWARE OF THE COLD, ESPECIALLY, TOTHE NOSE. YOU MAY FEEL LIKE ROUDOLF, FROM YOUR HEAD, DOWN TO YOUR TOES. BE AWARE OF THE COLD, ESPECIALLY, WHEN YOU CRY. AS THE TEARS RUN DOWN YOUR FACE, PLEASE REFUSE TO DIE. BE AWARE OF THE COLD, ESPECIALLY, TO YOUR BONES. YOU NO LONGER HAVE ENERGY, YOU JUST WANT TO GO HOME. BY, AUTHOR & POET, SANDRA JUANITA NAILING