Your eyes are like ocean So deep blue and clear They hold such a treasure Yet it is all deep inside. The ocean is calm, no wind blows Over its divine serenity The warmth of it is worth to dive in And discover yet what is undiscovered So your eyes tell me to do I know the ocean is calm When your heart is peaceful. Yet sometimes I see grey Cumulonimbus clouds have covered The deep blue ocean and the wind It is strong and severe I feel The foamy tender waves have grown And hit ashore, they do come fast The ocean rises and some of its water Pours out and falls down on your cheeks. Not often is the ocean so sad The sun is keeping it merry and blue It can be wonder to see When the stars come down from sky And take a bath in the blue water It is so bright and glittery I can see all the radiance Just by looking in your deep blue ocean eyes.
A little girl stands, 6 years old looking in the mirror while playing dress-up. She wears a fake tiara and a little too much poorly applied lipstick. She has the biggest dimples when she smiles and eyes as bright as the joy that's in her heart. She runs to her dad when he comes home from work-he laughs and says “you're beautiful and lovely don't let anyone tell you otherwise. ” She doesn't need a mirror to believe his words.
Suddenly 6 years turns quickly into 12. Her smile that once stretched from East to West is now nothing more than a forced grin, with worry that fills those big blue eyes. She has thoughts that confuse and attack her and fill her with a paralyzing amount of fear for anything. She knows she's a little different than her friends. Her dad tells her she's going to be okay and that God tells us not to worry because he takes cares of us. It was the first time she began to doubt him.
12 years soon turns into 15. She changes her hairstyle and spends hours in front of the mirror wishing to feel comfortable in her own skin. Her best friends all have boyfriends now and she begins to question herself, why do boys notice her friends beauty and not her own? Her dad tells her she's beautiful and guys aren't worth it, she doesn't believe him.
Years go by...heartbreaks and disappointments become a routine. She immerses herself in the depressed girl because she doesn't believe life for her will ever include joy. She is afraid of herself and the monster that grew inside of her.
She has hope that things might get better when she moves away for college that people might notice her there. A few did, but none stayed. Which was infinitely more painful. Rejection began to trump invisibility and she didn't believe she was worth the happiness that her friends found. She knew God could fix her but doubted that he ever would. Her bright blue eyes seared red from crying, were extraordinarily tired and her smile was as much of a stranger as the person she once was.
What happened to those eyes that once shone bright with passion and joy? Where did they go when life happened and the world broke in? Are our eyes buried inside us? Deep within the lies and hurt we've built up over the years? I believe so. Our eyes are now saturated with suffering and wisdom and are all the more beautiful because of it.
eyes.
Author: Hannah Turner
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Date: 07/04/2020
№ 1210246
If The Devil Had Blue Eyes
I heard your name today. It sent shameful chills down my spine. How can something so full of life feel so cold.
I thought about you a little bit after. It made me smile. I could feel each laughing memory on my lips.
I was happy, but it hurt.
I like to only remember the good times, But I need to remember all the bad to remind myself why.
I never knew a person could make me feel so guilty for their own mistakes, But you were amazing at it.
I had always been one to stand up for myself until I met you. Never had I ever felt so small until I took a stand right next to you.
I can see you in my mind. You branded yourself and then you left me. Left me to feel the flames all by myself, Left me to hear all my demons without a defense, Left me to ponder every action and every mistake. Maybe it was all my fault.
No. It wasn't my fault. Fuck you for making me think so. Fuck you for manipulating me, Making my think you were someone you weren't. I could blame the monsters in my head, But you were the real monster.
You are the evil that entered me. You are the drug you encouraged me to take. You are the hysteria I let myself travel with.
Ohhh Oh these cranberry lips Left by the mark of yours...
Whistled Whistled In my ears And now i can't get that beautiful tone out of my Cold ears
Oh Ohhh Felt the hairs on my arms Stand When your Finger tips Oh ohh Touched Touch...
Now i felt Ohhh Oh The snowflakes Grow Ohhh On my veins
Watch my eyes Turn Turn Oooooo When She walks down That Ohhh Leafy grove Ooo Oo
Can't? Can't you... Feel my rosemary eyes Curling your toes
Ohhh Ohh Cause your windy legs Makes me forget Ohh Ohh About those... Those Ohhh Oh You Oh Wanna dance? Oh With my arms around your waist And with my our... Ohhh Forheads touching
Now Nowww Now Let me see your Your Night eyes Ohh Oh Lovely you are... You are... Darling
I've seen sunlight in her eyes, A reflection of her soul. So warm, radiant and gentle, But a glance is all I stole.
I've seen starlight in her eyes, A reflection of her dreams. Dancing beneath the sea of pearls; Mirrored in a serene stream.
I've seen firelight in her eyes, A reflection of her lust. The crimson embers flickering; Hearts threatening to combust.
I've seen moonlight in her eyes, A reflection of her wonder. Thoughtful silent glimpses shared In the silver beams asunder.
Yet every moment my memory holds, Reflected in earth and skies -- I'd trade them all without hesitation Just to be beautiful in her eyes.
eyes.
Author: Mysidian Bard
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Date: 07/04/2020
№ 1209988
Pool of eyes
I drown each and every night In your dark, deep pool of eyes Suffocating but enchanting with no end They beckon to me, and draw me in Hold me in a magical spell
I lose myself in your eyes I search over and over for my soul Which you might have stolen And hidden in your pool of eyes Never realizing till the end That the strange, mysterious eyes Has always been seeking To capture me and drag me To the dark depth, in you pool of eyes
Ever since you left me alone by phone Saying goodbye I haven't been the same, In your endless dark eyes That would glow with so much light You left me without a lit candle Lost in the darkest plight. Yours were the softest small hands, And your short brown hair so bouncy With a playful touch to all the strands, And such beautiful boyish eyes, I could see a lot of tenderness in them. But you left me in the dark, here, To play a dismal part, desperate for love, Whether you were far or near, You were like sunshine I longed for, But I never received your warmth. This is now my darkest hour, Watch as I am taken down by this storm, You stand there from a distance, it's not Unlike watching someone get banished Without a trace, longing for one chance To for once even look at your smooth Vixen face. But your visage so sweet Was but an idea, more like a dream, So when or if I wake up... *