Put my tears in your needle and send me on my way Let me be your drug today Your needle cuts me deeper than the veins in your arms As I run my fingers across your scars The pins in your eyes show your love for the drug, as I sit back and watch, as you slowly die Too many have been taken from me in this life. Sadly it's taking you too. You're killing me a little more, with every prick of your skin. As you sit back, getting high on that ten. The long sleeves you wear can hide your fucking marks but they only contain your demons so long.
You're breaking my heart. If you go down this road we won't get very far Take hold of my hand feel the love in my heart. Don't let this drug tear us apart.
So put my tears in your needle and send me through your veins. Let me be your drug today.
Half Empty is My Life or Is It Half Filled with joy and happiness, I sometimes feel strength, inspiration sometimes laziness, When I see in the sky sometimes I find it empty, Sometimes I find there starry starkness,
I can either choose my empty side or the filled one, Now my heart is in two parts broken and the healed one, I had my heart on the girl, the sweet one, She broke my heart by saying you are no one,
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I want a girl, Not just any girl, I want a girl that can sing, She'll sing me a love song to make me smile, Her cute nose will crinkle when I make her smile, Her eyes as blue as the bluest sky, She will make me truly happy, When she's down she will tell me what's wrong, I will listen and make her feel better, This feeling when we will be together, It's as if my heart will skip a beat, You'll be just so sweet, You'll fill me up, I will finally be whole with my heart filled with you...
I've memorized the dance routine to get down my creaky staircase; Left two three, right two three, spin, skip and check. Then quickly get into the garage for a way-past-bedtime cigarette. Once I'm done, I quietly walk into the living room to check on her. Although my mother has a large bedroom, Her hips are so brittle she's claimed the living room as her nighttime retreat. My stomach churns with guilt as our puppy leaves her side Tail wagging excited to come greet me, Something she never does for my mom. Alone on the couch, Her desperate attempt for the shared affection our dog gives her children Clearly having failed; I nearly collapse from the guilt. If only I could force that dog To give her the one thing she needs, craves and deserves. Why must the world be so hard for some, and easy for others. Where people have their lives destroyed, Their lovers killed, their passions crushed And others sail through it all in bliss. Why can't this fucking puppy go back to sleeping at my mother's feet To show she loves her as much as my brother and I, Instead of following me back up the stairs.
A clumsy dog wouldn't know to avoid that bottom step, My mother wakes to cold feet.
I am done! I surrender! Take me as I am, Or leave me to rot In this polluted ground, Because I am done!
Trying to accomplish What was never meant To be touched, Feeling suffocated in A world that only Fears to love, Crushing a fractured Soul to make ones Broken heart feel Just as new.
Being sung by the most Hurtful melodies that Can only be seen In the darkness, Playing games to Replace the love That was never found.
Stepping one step forward, As the rest of the world Steps one step back, For the billion lost Hearts can never Be replaced.
Nor can thy build The foundation to give up, Barley remembering What "love" truly means In the eyes of a faded soul, Hearing the secret sorrows Of the pain that will Never be healed.
For I want to forget The cruel world, And live in peace, But I, too, would Fade into darkness, Knowing that The world Cannot Be saved.
It used to be that I couldn't get her to turn and face me I couldn't get her to lock eyes And when our eyes would meet She would ask what I was doing staring at her And I would answer that I was admiring her And she was silent
Now we match stares all the time And we just look at each other Perhaps we are looking into each other's souls But it seems to be too late Because I can't move in to kiss her I can't tell her that I love her Because I can't feel my love for her without shame
I can look into those beautiful eyes all day Those beautiful brown eyes Speckled with green She tells me I have deep brown eyes Because the phrase dark brown is not meaningful enough I don't know what she means by it
I want to watch her as she watches me But it feels like it's too late It doesn't matter anymore She turned her head away when it mattered Funny how you get what you want past the expiration date I would have done anything to turn her head that day at the theater
She wouldn't even look at me I should have known that day was it for me I wasn't going to kiss her I was going to make a point by not kissing her But she moved in for the kiss And I couldn't deny her my lips, as she denied me her eyes
I saw it all coming With these dull brown eyes But I went with it Hoping that I could look into her eyes Without her laughing Without her questioning Without having to worry I really wanted to see her love me
She doesn't laugh anymore She does question it sometimes She doesn't seem to worry But there is no love in her gaze Just guilt As if all I am is a bad reminder of the atrocities she committed As if my eyes carry my love That forbidden, shameful love And that love stings her But she can't look away Because she loves the pain
Maybe my words are filled with smoke But the regret is soaked As my pride is soaked These words occasionally croak Sometimes my thinking is as hard as pine oak Don't you ever feel like that again I'm at fault I'm going to be corgal with your emotions Because I never should of hurt you in the first place I'll bury all my frustrations and aggravation Like it was the casualties of my own army It's not easy to farm me I have a rigid spirit That can be ignorant at times The past speaks the volume of my speakers for me. It takes one to know one.
