She used to say, I want to go to a small school Where no one locks their doors And everyone knows each Other
She came from a big high school So many kids in the hallways And naturally she got used to Being able to slip though the cracks
Of the system and avoid the world, To use the people to hide from the People. oh, how she hated the people. And now suddenly she is seeing
That in order to blend in and be quietly, In order to hide from the people, you Need to be where there are lots of people. Humans are paradoxes in everything else
Shh Don't look, don't look Under the cover of this book
Shh Just sleep, just sleep Deep enough to miss me weep
hide.
Author: WistfulHope
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Date: 30/03/2020
№ 1196102
Hide.
It's like I'm in a constant game of hide and seek- Some days whenever I'm not looking I end up losing myself And can't seem to find where I hid- I've always been really good at hiding. Some days I'll be able to find myself In the dark corners or under bedsheets From when I was a child. Other days no matter how much I try And work towards finding who I was Or where I've been Or how the fuck I got this way I'm clueless. Lost myself again And not sure where to find me. I sent out a search party for my happiness But it's really fucking good at this game I sometimes wish it wasn't. You would think I would get tired of hiding But it seems I like a challenge And this hiding from myself thing Has been something i've done all along A trade I seemed to master at a young age And it only gets better with time. I found you one day- And you took my hand and helped try to find me On the days I missed myself and needed it back. You always knew just where to look You always somehow found What I would spend most of my days in search of And now it is your turn to hide. I can't find the same person who helped Find me You've gone missing. You must've been practicing for a while Because it seems like I really can't find you anywhere Not even in the same places I once did. You've become an expert at hiding away parts of yourself- This game is one I don't want to play I'm done looking for you in the same places That I lost myself. I just want to find me without your help- And I want you to be able to do the same. I don't know where you are anymore. Maybe I'm the one who's been hiding all along.
hide.
Author: Amanda Stoddard
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Date: 25/03/2020
№ 1194360
Hide Not In Shame!
Hide not in shame from me The darker sides of you. They are merely shadows Of your imagination, not real! The more you hide them, The darker they will look. They are only the parts of you Yet to be exposed To the illuminating light Of Love.
Trust me, Darling, You are beautiful to me! Your dark sides Are no darker than mine, No darker than anyone elses. Once they are brought Into the light of my accepting, Unconditionally loving gaze, Your shadows will recede Into your imagination, From where they were born.
Standing naked before me, You will finally discover All the beauty that is contained In the lights and darks Within yourself.
The night appeared in my imagination. He counted the time. Then smiled, he wanted me to hide. I saw him, clearly, put on his hands upon his straight face. He took a rest in the shoulder of the tree. But, I puzzled like a flea.
When I caught my own breath, I could see the shadows of someone's death. I got tremble things on me. Suddenly, the place was so balmy. ВЂњAre you ready, buddy? ” the night shouted on me from distant. I lost my answer, my soul, and even my own role. ВЂњI will hit your back with a full sack of pretty facts” The night said again, again. That made me eerie, then. I've added so many eyes on my body. Just in case, whenever he came and raped my despicable memories.
Finally, I moved my body gently, cleaned every dirty. I planted myself behind the barrels, so faulty. I composed myself and whispered like I was ready. There would be no reality, maybe.