I argue with myself a lot it's the only way i can try to get a word in
Free me. Teach me how to be grand and pure. No more will I be an expectation unfit for the queen. I may have potentioal, but in my capabilities, It is nonesistant. Bring me to the sun and let me burn The cigarettes match my memories, but They don't add up. Electrical wires are down. No one seems to see farther than glass. \ If I were any more translucent I would be a ghost - i was always quite spiritual I am trying so hard to listen to the secrets but I am enslaved by souls that are far from sane
You were always shocked When I would ask questions That to you were seemingly Unnecessary, Trivial, Purposeless, By your harsh definition.
Like you favourite colour. Orange, you said. When I wanted to know if your preference Leaned more towards sunsets Or fire Or tamer things, You told me to stop asking so many questions.
It was orange, that was all.
When you bought flowers I was surprised to see that they were pink. It might not have mattered, but it got me thinking About how much you don't care to know. Little things speak volumes, But you disregard them. Because it is easier to fall in love On a superficial level, But I crave depth. So here I am in small pieces:
I take my coffee black. I like to do crosswords in the paper like an old person, And I can't finish most of them. I have terrible vision but refuse to wear glasses. In quiet moments, I talk with myself like an old friend And it is a strange illusion. I collect business cards, Stones, Feathers, Teapots, And strangers. I like fridge magnets And no sound can seduce me Quite like a good song can. I cry when I'm angry. I write bad poetry. I love to laugh. I'm a terrible swimmer.
I hate the colour pink.
You should have known that much. At the very least, you should have wanted to. When it comes to love my dear, You have a lot to learn.
All my feelings deeply rooted in your arms Teach me how to dance In the world when i hear cries of drums When i look into your eyes i see something invisible to human You have transformed my world despite all my errors
Your sweet smiles light my ways to another planet I will never break your heart I will always share with you how i feel And i will treat u just right Now i trust my feelings Your everything to me despite all my failings You put a smile on my poor face
You make me strong Because your always there for me when am in vain. So i will be in your world for ages & ages Generations to generations Only if u let me to b in forever You are the one i cant live without This fact is true U mean a lot to me
lot.
Author: Lanno chiipira
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Date: 01/04/2020
№ 1195978
I work a lot. Sometimes.
'Fish door, ' chants Cochrane. 'Fish door, fish door, yea. ' Most jobs don't come with a box of surreal. Or allow you a bowl of cereal. This job is different.
There are those in my life that i want to tell that i love them, But i'm not in love with them. There's a love i have for them, a love towards them, But not a love i want to be consumed in Not a love i want to drown in Not a love that sinks deeply into my bones. It's a love i feel true in my heart and want them to know, But not be in it with them.
One day i'll find a love So blindingly strong That i must be enveloped in it
It takes a lot of courage to admit that maybe you do lack control
I have always been one To take one too many Just to see what would happen, Just to watch the flames grow, And warm the abyss i felt.
To wake me up.
But maybe i was diving into a deeper sleep; A subconscious indefinite slumber; A mad, pointless cycle of irresponsible affairs I gave myself excuse after excuse for.
Because it was easier To pick up a bottle, To swallow a pill, To rip petals off a flower,
