I know how that feels, when despite various attempts you simply cannot get this person out of your mind, when you want to know everything about them, every detail. How their hair falls on their face in the morning, how their smile curves. Nothing you do or say could change the way you feel for this person because they just overtake you. They consume you. You could truly listen to them for hours on end no matter the topic because all you wish and want is to hear their voice. The way it sounds early in the morning, the way it sounds on the verge of tears, the way it sounds when angry and happy. They full you like a drug, they flow through your veins until you can't feel anything else but them, so that the minute their gone all you feel is that void, and nothing, nothing, can fill it. You eat, sleep, and breathe them. They're everything you want, everything you wish you could Have. You want to hear all their stories, all their fears, secrets, late night thoughts, dreams, things they enjoy. Not only do they consume you, but you want them to consume you. You want every little part of them. Not one thing to be left out. You want to study the details on their face, fall deep into the colors of their eyes. You just want them. In all their glory you can't help the fact that all you want, that all you need, is them. You fell in love with a dream and it became a reality. You lose sleep over this person, while you're wide awake they're sound asleep and you're left wondering why the hell they don't feel the same, why they don't see you in the same light because you see them like they're the only damn person in this world and when you're with them you truly see nothing and no one else. You try and convince yourself that you're over them, that you're done. You constantly tell yourself that you don't love them. But you can't change the fact that you do and always will, you may find yourself with other people, but this person this one goddamn person is someone whom you love more than you ever thought you could love anyone or anything.
If loving you is wrong Then how am I suppose to get myself to move on When you are all I want Baby please don't keep me waiting Can't you see my heart is breaking This aching inside has taken the life out of me Like I'm waking up to ash and dust I'm so exhausted from all this pain and suffering But I can promise I won't go down easy I will fight for what I believe Even if it takes begging on my hands and knees Letting all that is left of this heart bleeding Trying to get you to understand how much you mean to me
If loving you is wrong Go ahead and shoot me I would rather die then be alone When you are all I want Baby please don't keep me holding on
I could just lie down And watch the world spin In circles over and over, While I count the reasons I still love you. But why would anyone number clouds Just to watch them fade away? {hko}
How do you know when you love someone? Is it watching them kiss another? When you stand by watching them love Someone else, feeling your heart shatter in Your chest but you stand quiet because the only thing That matters is their happiness, When you stand, gazing at the stars And it reminds you of their smile and the Twinkle in their eyes, Or is it when the warm fuzzy feeling You get when you hear their name Or see them gets stronger Than ever before.
loving.
Author: Emma Stebbing
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Date: 31/03/2020
№ 1200131
Loving the Wrong Person
If you can sacrifice your strength Provide your resilience Wisdom, Unyielding comfort and patience in desire, If you can love the wrong person that much Imagine how much you can love the right one Imagine how full-circle that bond will be
There are no games but laughter Insecurities are only curiosities Curiosity is exploration And Exploration becomes fulfillment
If the wrong person can make you feel on top of the world And at the bottom of it all As if you don't belong to them or to anyone Imagine The right person will make you feel outside of this world As if you belong to them And to everything Conspired by the universe Irrefutably created by nature Ordained in fullness Orchestrated in wholeness Playing the melody of Creation In perfect pitch
The sins of each other Blessings to share Any doubts and fear Given to care
Sailing together through the tough sea Closed hearts become opened, the restrained becomes free Drowning in love Floating in bliss
