Heartbreak As My Witness, The Moon Will Guide Me Back To You
We said our goodbyes Under a full moon glowing in the sky With every tear we shared Our two hearts grew lonely, no longer ensnared You looked at me with a tear stained face My heartbreak devoured my soul with haste
It all seems but a lifetime ago The seed of closure will never grow And though my days are now numbered I spend my nights gazing, not in a slumber, Up at the moon, my glowing compass Waiting to be guided back to you, In this lifetime or the next that is nigh
I was moon walking in the desert Chasing the memory of rain Down some dried washes, choked Full of sand and silver. I was Following the way of water Tracing sideways into dead End hills of Bentonite, purple And grey I was moving in And out of shadow like a Fish in deeper eddies, laying Down silently beneath the Weeds and waves.
ЂњIf everybody likes you, you're doing it wrong. ”
On these dark nights When the air is fresh and brisk She is concealed in the sky And speaks secrets in a soft voice Showing only her beauty and grace Her movements are slow and shy The whispers barely leave her lips
It's on these nights She is accompanied by thousands that are fascinated By her mystery She attracts even the faintest and shallow of them They look on in awe But they don't see her entirety
It's the nights that are much brighter- lit by her beaming smile It's these nights she reveals herself as a whole Full and ripe Baltering and twirling Uncovering her weaknesses and blemishes Completely real and truthful
It's these nights she only attracts a few Yet they are the brightest, most incandescent of them all They sing and dance around her carelessly They love all night long In the sky
I held your heart in my hand, Held it aloft beneath the moons glint, Squeezing it sponge like Until it oozed deep red rain, Tingeing the clouds Scarlet to crimson, ruby to blood.
The harder I squeezed The more your heart emptied, Trickling rivulets that Traced the map of veins in my arm, Soaking into my shirt, White linen turning deceptively black Beneath a dark sky.
I felt your heart pulsating, Reacting against my grasp, Forcing my clawed fingers to flat open palm, My hold forcefully released. I thought it would fall And lie beating but beaten on the ground. Instead, it rose unaided, Elevated enough to obscure the cold moon, Pulsating, vibrating, transforming, Until it became the moon itself And turned the sky black-red.
And now I hide within the bleak woods, I feel your pinching hold, Your tightening clench, And I feel your gravitational pull, Crashing me like a wave Against the jagged rocks Of what remains of us.
There is no greater disappointment Than looking up high And finding no Moon Lighting up the night sky.
I looked into your eyes many times before Finding love, comfort, hate, passion, But not this desolate goodbye, Until there was no moon in the sky.
This emptiness spread into my heart, Now hollow and inconsolably dark. The only white pearl that can make it restart Didn't think twice to turn off or depart.
Yet hope is still here, Shining as lonely stars; For the moon to reappear And heal all deep blue scars.
I can make you feel loved I can take the weight of the world off your shoulder, But only if you ask me to. I can take you places Fill all your blank spaces. This love is silent, I don't dare speak a word For I am nothing like the moon. My light will never be as bright. I'm nothing that you'd admire from afar, Gazing at with wonder. I thought I understood it That I could grasp the reality of it, But you make it hard Because you're the stuff and dust dreams are made of.
moon.
Author: Daisy Marrow
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Date: 06/04/2020
№ 1208589
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