Music meanders mightily moving my soul seeking songs sung by strings and piano plays purposefully pounding perfectly pretty rhythms running round through thick thought of only one nicely named note.
music.
Author: Jenny
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Date: 06/04/2020
№ 1208950
Soul Music
Music rips my Soul out Tears Her from the rib cages of Self doubt, fear, insecurity, and hurt My nails dig and scratch at my skin Trying to help Her escape But She doesn't need rescuing As she screams out with Reckless Abandon This world cannot save Me I owe evil nothing I am built for far Greater Things Things beyond evil's capacity Your lies do not falter Me Your venom does not poison Me Your expectations do not discourage Me You are not My Maker My Maker is not from this land And you shall cower in Fear of Him And you will not separate Him from Me *For I can hear Him in the Music
When I came in, he was playing piano again. His head was bent over the keyboard, completely lost in the notes drifting through the air. I eased into a chair beside him and rested my arm on the edge of the piano so I could watch his hands dance to the music he was creating. He seemed surprised that I came to listen, even though I always did. I loved listening to him play. I loved watching his fingers fly over the keyboard. I loved the way he looked at me And the way he cursed when he messed up And the way he kept asking me to join in and “just do something”. My fingers itched to join him, but I knew I'd never be able to keep up. I loved how the music just seemed to flow out of him. I loved how connected I felt as we sat there together. I loved the story he was telling And the story we'd created together. I could never keep up, and I knew I never would. I could only watch, listen, hope, and dream. It was something I'd never felt before, and something I knew might never feel again. But I hope that someday I do Because it was one of the most beautiful things I've ever felt. It was the closest thing to magic. I wasn't sure where to look. His hands were mesmerizing, But so was his face. His eyes darting back and forth, his brain working a million miles a minute. His forehead was creased with concentration. And then he smiled slightly, pleased at his performance. Our eyes met for just a moment. He tried to gauge my reaction. His finger slipped and hit a black key. He swore and stopped. I laughed and egged him on. He laughed and shook his head. The spell was broken, But a different charm was already cast.
music.
Author: Olivebird
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Date: 05/04/2020
№ 1207553
The Music Of Misery
The Song Of Loneliness Whistles In The Breeze, Soft And Gentle, Make It End Please, The Broken Recored Of Misery Repeats Your Name, Sadly This Record Is Stuck On The Needle, A High Status Of Fame, My DNA Entwined With That Of The Divine, Yet I Am Cold And Alone, Haunted By Ruthless Demons Nipping At My Nape, I Sit By A Frigid Glassed Window, Paned By My Tears Of Pain, I'm Sick Of Awkward Conversation, And Honestly I'm Terrified, Because The Sound Of Your Rhythmic Breathing, Becoming Closer, Is Chilling To The Bone, And I Can Already See Your Face In The Stands, Because I'm So Broken, And I Am Distraught, Because I Can Already Hear The Sound Of, The Music Of Misery
There is no faith in politics because music keeps its promises
Future a break those offers the lord couldnt refuse the devil got away with him in both testsaments and each book one religion for all kinds
I got will. Figure it was the Couch in the fast lane made a good rest Ing spot defensive offensive psychological Mechanic underhood under hood The world is not A ghetto Recycle aint the answer for Everything illegal Dump dumb shit on the slow turn Flu Love(s) itself enough to fight back against a trained killer Immune does it loud and clear. Now there are stars where headaches used to make 5 points missed due to pain Where else can error do the cryptwalk Rest in peace to those who deserve it
Count the tears on your pillow as they fall. Bid them goodbye. Say to your lover adieu, that's all we can ever be. The tears are hers. They're given by you. Write your thoughts of her touch in a notebook, wrapped in royal blue satin. She was your princess, the queen of your heart. You let her go. You had too. Goodbye sweet lover, remember she still holds you close in her heart. Awaiting renewal, still she waits. Still she will. (c)Livvi
I can't listen to the fucking cure Ever again with out feeling empty. Way to go robert smith, You big fucking depressing Mother fucker.
Ever since you told me Lovesong was yours and fuckfaces Song I can't listen to some of my Favorite cure songs without thinking of... them. Them being you and him, not us. Us being you and me.
I can't listen to cat stevens Because harold and maude Was our movie. Ours! Now, the last love song makes me cry like a bitch.
I can't listen to fucking inxs anymore. Never tear us apart drops me to my knees. I can't listen to the kinks Or edith piaf Or talking heads Or leonard fucking cohen Or great lake swimmers Or fever ray Or peter sarstedt Or portishead Or killswitch engage Or paul mccartney singing maybe I'm amazed Or pearl jam Or ween, Especially ween, one of my favorites, bitch.
Gotye is a prophet.
If I even think of antony and the johnsons, My chest seems to cave in on itself And I am filled with such a deep despair, A longing for something, Anything To take away The pain of knowing I lost you.
I can't listen to so much good music out there because that was our thing. So many times we would lie in bed after loving each other And listen to mixes we had made for one another. Those were my favorite times. Sipping whiskey with lime juice, Reveling in your smells, Your juices covering me. Your dog farting so bad All we could do was laugh Or we would puke.
The first few notes of alexi murdochs Love you more, bring forth tears like niagra. I cannot listen to that song without crying immediately.
I don't understand how feelings like that go away so suddenly.
It's bullshit.
This isn't a poem.
Poems are supposed to be beautiful And about love Or beautiful and about loss of love Or just plain fucking beautiful About something like a goddamned tree Or a nice view Or flowers.
I have to write about how I hate the empty fucking space in my chest whenever I think of your name. I have to write about the thousandth time I cried over you, Like now. I have to write about how The bright blue Of our love was replaced by The dirty brown of Our lies and deceit.
Nobody gives a shit about that stuff. I can't write a fucking poem to save my life. I want to put down on paper The weariness and exhaustion. I want to express how I feel So that maybe I can save Someone else The pain of suffering alone. I want to write you the most beautiful poem on the earth, The one that makes you Understand just how much I care For you And how much and I love you And I want you to read it And forget about your fears And past hurts And realize I am the only man for you And nobody else will ever come between us ever again.
But I can't.
I am not smart enough. I am not creative enough. I am not... enough, for you.
I don't want to even try anymore. I want to forget you like I said I never would. I want to love another like I said I never would. I want to be a liar, like I said I never would. I want to stop loving you, like I said I never would.