I'm sure my mother breastfed me enough & coddled me when I gave up on ever cleaning my room And keeping it clean for longer than a week After she'd clean it up for me
I'm sure I've always preferred taking baths instead of showers Because I like taking my time Submerging my body in a divine Warm pool of pausing life for a minute because I need to breathe And procrastinate the stressful mess I've made
I'm sure I'm afraid of confrontation and telling the truth When it means someone will hate me Even if I know it doesn't matter what people think, I'm sure it's an instant mirror that shows me something about myself And monsters are supposed to stay under the bed, not inside of my subconscious head
I'm sure I want everybody to love me But I'm not sure if I want everyone to know that Because what's unattractive is repelling And if I'm alone it means hurting gets overwhelming And I'm sure all sadness is a tantrum But just because I get quiet cold inside instead of suck on my thumb Doesn't mean there's any difference in soothing addiction
I'm sure all sadness is a tantrum And I'm sure all tantrums are affiliated with believing Untrue thoughts, whether logical or foolish Just because you have a mosquito bite doesn't mean you Need to itch it
In my life, there was almost nothing I lack Melancholy spread, though, like in glass, a crack I realized just as to joy I turned my back, That for a reason I was made to look good in black
Even though it's getting warmer outside My heart is as cold as ever. Tell me how long will the pain last? How long does it take to move on from the past?
