Poems about slowly

I began to resent every second of your company
To end up with the other woman to many, a dream?
A bitter nightmare.
Drenched in self loathing for my actions
I began to slowly abhor you.
Ticking my eyes over you, scouring every inch with hate
Removing your facade,
Every arrogant word you spat,
Your gluttonous ways
Superficial,
Lack of depth.
I detest you

I detest myself for foolishly choosing you.

*Never trade love for lust

I cannot put into words, the suffering i go through trying to get over you.

My heart drops,
Literally drops down to my toes,
When you talk to her.

And i'll try with all my might to smile,
But the happy grin gets bullied by my emotions,
And turns into a deep scowl.

I encourage myself not to think about you,
But the dreams sneakily slip past my subconscious,
And i'm completely engulfed in visions of your voice,
Or your touch.

It is so hard,
So painstakingly hard,
To get over you,
When every day i look up from my book in literature class,
And see you nonchalantly stroll right in,
While i try to compose the deep thumping in my chest,
You sit down right next to me,
Like always,
And smile,
Or laugh,
Have full conversations,
And share memories,
But never with me.

I wish i could get over you,
But your so intricately wired into my brain,
That you won't be leaving anytime soon.

Though my life changed that very day,
Good guitar I can no longer play,
But I have started crawling back there,
And time willing I will get back.

Every day I try to escape progress,
My goals are the reason I linger
And if my hopes succeed
Then what is there left for me
But the emptiness reflected
To your eyes from my empty sockets.

Slowly I feel myself drifting out to sea, drowning into the deep

No longer knowing who I am slowly I go, day by day I slip further away

Slowly feeling less and less of how I used to be.

You helped me change that but without you near, I see myself drifting deeper into the sea

10 words

Tastes like excitement.
The blood and rivers know.
It's not at all alignment,
As much as letting go,
And if you ever find it
It's because you let it show.
SLOW
It glows like profanity,
F breathing U between C the K lines...
Attention is insanity
It lends it's hand to enemies
It's energy can span the sea
Your love, it can span mine.

She

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A walkin in
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I could tell she really loved everybody

I couldn't help but love the kid

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Every now & then she gave to me a smile

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Such a STORY she was writing

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( who could tell the one that she was in! )

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Memories fade

Though the girl remains and shall remain

As long as earth remains

And god and the stars

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I

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I too remain for love is real

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And you too remain

For love is real