Everything is muffled, Like an invisible cotton ball Stuffing city streets with silence Car horns don't jar our attentions, Sirens whistle, not shriek Passing couples yell to be heard But there is nothing drowning them out.
This is the calm before the storm, The void that opens up in the atmosphere In the moments before the fury drop. In this quiet, The whispering gong of silence is deafening.
Then the lightning strikes And thunder reminds us what it is to hear
The butterfly and the swan, our Most blessed creatures; for in Natural painful transformation of Crawler to beautiful freedom, of Ugly homeliness to majestic beauty; What is natural becomes possible and What is possible becomes hopeful
Upon stormy waters he walked; But only still waters draw us near With melancholy determination; Hearing that voice within, but Does it direct you to throw stones For ripples that soothe or to break Apart the reflective image of what You cannot understand?
We are anesthetized; for reality Is no basis for happiness and Delusion fuels pretension to be What we are not; and so we applaud, Loudly, for strangers who wear our Colors; because what they do is Our greatness; but do we cheer For them or ourselves?
To those who sacrifice, it is a Constant; to those who do not, It is a moment; but we live with Our fears no matter who dies For them; fear because of our Children; fear because of war; Fear because of pride; fear Because of ignorance
What was once a child's kingdom, Narcissism versus intellect, is how Adults now separate themselves; The victory of a beautiful face over Character is complete; mannequins Who cannot speak enable those Without conscience to ignore the Consciousness of their soul
Silent love, quiet discomfort, One human becoming God, for Their blessing is salvation on earth; But blessings are relative; relative To where we were born and who Loved us as children; we begin without The knowing of favor; what we learn Of ourselves is where we begin again
Art is not competition but expression Reveals life; revelation of consciousness; Our heroes must only make us feel; we Ignore their flaws but does that prove We are forgiving or only want vicarious Pleasure no matter the cost or the Rationalization of the conditions of victory?
The fisher of men's souls spoke to all Men; for it was written from a mount; but What do we embrace? War or peace? Riches or charity? Arrogance or humility? When ripples reach the far shore what is left Is the question that wet living glass asks About what we see and what we believe; Because calm reflection is the only storm We can survive
And you will remain undecided, Standing just on the outskirts of my town. Never intending to enter, Never hoping to leave. You are the embodiment of everything that is nigh yet cannot be held; Of everything taunting yet increasingly aloof; Close enough to touch, but not to own.
Then one day the clouds will obscure the moon, its light replaced by lightning flashes. The sky will bleed and cry, bringing a man to his knees. The birds will leave the trees, And elsewhere they will be found; Singing to another place, another season, another wanderer with purpose; But, for the time being, for another hope lost in the storm winds. And I will be standing under my arched gateway, Fingers tight and trembling around a lightning bolt as I watch you sink into the churning ocean. Sinking; sinking by your own choosing. My Atlantis, it's time to go.
And soon the turmoil will cease and the new dawn will be breaking; As I flung a black rose your way while reciting the last of my madrigals: "My Atlantis, I have always loved you fearlessly; Until the day you decided that I am your fear. "
June 2016
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Author: Vania Faustanta
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Date: 05/04/2020
№ 1207777
The Storm (Fear from Insecurities)
Silence roars like a stormy sea and stirs the waters of the mind, Making nightmares and reality become intertwined. All fears and insecurities come to life, Causing slashes with the knife. They hit the mind like giant waves crashing against a dinghy Lost and alone in the middle of a wild sea. Gasping for air as the waves crash down, There is no wish of surviving - only the wish to drown. Dripping blood and painful breath Are hoped to be the sign of death, But opened eyes realize, unfortunately, Despite how real it all may seem, Death was just an evil dream. Scars are proof of all the pain that will surely come again To embed how it feels to know that all the nightmares were real.
In a tornado of flags and smudged faces You carry a white rifle It twists and slithers around your neck Your torso Your legs Swift as a snake You're a blur of grey and black Barefoot and pale as dawn As papery and long as a willow tree Spinning and twirling Graceful and strong You dance amongst the women But you're stronger than most men Then in unision You all fall in a heap on the floor Legs twisted in your flags Completley still They eye of the storm has never been more beautiful