Waking To the old me Hard headed Arms shredded Blame people But its all me You all see ... Minding my own circle Loving blue Hating red Lies within the lies Man I can't decide Cause in the middle it's all purple You tall Or small hurtle Cause as I write My words are all verbal And non- verbal ... People analyzing and being disgusted Throwing dreams Cause y'all heard'em Yes Y'all hurt him ... Using water splash To mess up they vision fast The homie Squirtle Squirtle
This desperate fleeing will come to naught These poems the last mutterings of madness The last paper to take flight in the cold black and white photograph of morning Her smile dripped with fetish But the strong fingers of her words Worked at the lid of my mind Prying lose the harbored fears And delving into the sweet meat
Her own self portrait Is languid and driven with heat Curved back with intonations of lust But benith its lurid covers One percives the desperate clawing fingers And ever hungered never sated eyes
My own photograph Lay out on the floor Stained with age And torn along the edges But benith its neat posed glib humor One percives the Small room ages ago Where hope still endured That room now vacant
I go Probably to my demise A last black and white photograph Cast careless from the aperture Of a childhood's camera
Everything we thought we'd be Never amounted to enough Everything i though she would be Was just as barren As my lurid dreams
A.M. ANXIOTY: (writing/poetry).. *WARNING* strong content. Read at own expence.
3: 22a. m. , On my second pack of iggy's, Smoked by the minutes counting You're not here by my side To hold me and watch stars Fall out of place like The places where our mind dwells And my breath in what was fresh For the kiss of your lips And put a hold on to the smoke In my head of you Our first night apart Things are something of some Painfuly hard to mend
3: 25a. m. , No, I AM pacing My neck weary and weak Too much for this head of mine To hold up all that clutters Streaming down my chest Like liquid fire from explosion Tensions play poker with my heart And you're still not here To help me live up to my feet You go one way and I I stay behind taking in the stabs
3: 30am, Amzing how I'm whipping throught this Pieces I chicken write-... vandalise
My pen and I drop another line, yet on these fresh sheets ... no, tonight we had no choice Since the choice was already made No, It's not a break up Just one of those nights I let you Spend away from me and I am just being so dam n selfish Just wanting you eaveryday How do you see me now Taking a bat destroying what is In my way thinking I care ... shit! Like I do Go ahead act like it don't kill me It's just anxioty, Attacks come around friendly Without handshakes that insults me And my feet crash on glass And yet, I feel nothing
... but you
3: 35am, Mornings kill like manson Like the devil himself It consums me in this home Where I make animals Look like nothing wild And the neighbors can hear me Crazy they would claim me And you're not here to hear me
3: 37am. , Another smoke to pop in my mouth And this house is smelling like A drug house I had created tonight When you come back home today Whatever time that may be I'll be screaming and crying Like a crazy azz bitch In an un-womanly like tantrum Like as if I hadn't hurt losing Another friend the other day And on top of that you leave me In times like these This is the first you've done So wrong to me Yet to me in my mind I may be Losing it completely Expressions say so much On your face where I feel like Slapping you hard like I Want you to really hurt!
3: 41a. m. , Even poetry stares me down this Early morning my, good one A wife I will be, intentionaly insecure I want this to go away Far away where I can cast myself Away with the extreme pain That I'm causing myself Cause you ain't here And that's all that's playing in my head That's all that matters to me now That you ain't in this fducking house Where I THINK you MAY belong
3: 44am, Another smoke and many more to come And this home is begining to close in on me And this is just another A. m. challenge for my depprssion Anti-deppressants don't do one shit And I swim in my head where thoughts Kill me while you're gone.
Gone feels like forever Up here is like the twilight zone And you are the episode Where conflics travle fast.
God! I fucking love you! This cage is now my dungeon And now it's 3: 39a. m
We are here! We are fierce! We are everything God gave us We are the children of the free We are the lovers of this world We are the ones that declare war against others We are independent We are everything we hoped to be We are strong black women!
Though everything I been though right or worng good or bad I know I am strong enough to hold the good though whatever comes at me I know I am tough enough to handle an deal with it
strong.
Author: Nova Echevarria
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Date: 28/03/2020
№ 1198895
Strong
Little child strong Hey
Mama aint here no more
Papa cant hear no more
No more
Little child born Hey
The cops and the government man Aint gonna hold your hand
Unless to take you "in"
They dont love you none None
Little child
Hear My song
And be here
Strong
strong.
Author: jeffrey robin
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Date: 27/03/2020
№ 1198451
"Stay Strong," She says
Hide the scars Draw a heart On your arm Take a picture Add a filter Kiss her scars "stay strong, love"
Only discuss what your feeling, Never share the real meaning Maybe someone will like you if you have bigger problems Joking with yourself when they barely even hit the quantum Must've wanted to see what was so attractive Picked up a blade then blamed me after Words are painful Piercingly baneful Dug a deeper hole so you can bury me, just haphazards,
So immune to what your saying You lied to me So focused on what you're really hating Wanted to get into a fight So you poisoned me at night. Think you're so poetic? Stop it.
It's pretty hard to stay clean Looking in the mirror is so much harder than it seems Hard to keep on trucking When your so bloodsucking Your actions are the kind that pull the noose up the tree I wish it had all been fake You put your heart out on a plate For everyone to sample If only they knew how you're never organically explaining Serving things the people should be disdaining
You have no idea Romanticizing for whoever's listening When they say your so damn talented, your face must be glistening You don't understand me And this life you've created for yourself Writing about a life you know nothing about How many times do I need to say it to get it in your head You'll never understand the feeling of waking up And wishing You were Dead.
Hide the scars Rip the heart On my sleeve Take your picture Add that filter Hope you're happy "stay strong, dear"
