Why did you die? Why did you make me cry? Why is your blood splattered on the wall? Why wont you hear me when I call?

My last breath was taken from me Yet it was you who was the one who died You were a part of my destiny Your heart and mine were entwined.

You were my life You and me were one I'm broken and defeated Now that your gone.

I will never understand your suicide As i stand in the bathroom where you died And when i said I'm okay i know i lied And this I'll prove as i take this cyanide

I just want to be done already. You don't understand what it's like...what its like to wake up from nightmares just to continue living them while you're awake. You don't understand the endless conversations I have with myself, making it unbearable to sustain myself. You don't understand...how many times I think about killing myself each day. I wish you could understand how hot my tears are when they roll down my cheeks and how much it stings. Please understand that I'm hurting and I just need you more then ever

understand.

Author: Leo-chan

0

Date: 27/03/2020

№ 1198687

Understand........But

Today Driving my vehicle Whether Red or green signal We always Trying to hold a place On the road till we reach... Even In love We are placed In the heart of beloved A place till she switch From love... Red To shut us out By changing into green...

understand.

Author: JP

0

Date: 27/03/2020

№ 1198252

I don't understand

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Learning about love Evaporating in heart Entering the imagination world Trying to understand

It's like holding to a cactus It hurts but curiosity overwhelmed Metamorphosis basis It is stated but difficult to be understood

Looking for the truth Wind-whirl crushing to knock the truth Looking for the love Big enough to understand what it feels.

understand.

Author: Kevin Onassis

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Date: 27/03/2020

№ 1197777

I do not understand .....................

I never understand the beauty they see when they look at me. I mean whats beautiful about the aftermath of war... I can understand manufactured beauty that comes at the cost of a paintbrush... some expensive lipstick... that type of illusion that will make them look twice.

What I don't understand is when you tell me that I am beautiful at random times or when you text me to ask how my day is going... I dont understand how you can think of me when I cant think of me... I dont understand when you tell me you love me... Who could love such a mess???

I dont understand how you take 10 steps forward when I am always backing away 10 times more... I dont understand what you see that my mirror hasnt showed me... Last time I checked demons dont love and I am sure there is no shade better than black... I just dont understand.